I swallowed another little pill I was given last night, vividly picturing my doctor's concerned face. Her pretty but makeup-less face, the light brown eyes crinkled from her constant inspections of humans. I noticed her expensively woven clothing, Fair Trade produced undoubtedly.
I slept. I slept last night.
Dreams raging through my brain, things remembered that I wish could be forgotten. But I feel clear, and like things are less granular. I feel stable, like a little robotic thing. Beep beep boop I took the pill.
Will it kill what I like most about myself? Will I still sing and write and coax sounds out of my instuments? Hello Lovely, let's try this again.
-I wanted to because I feel, that nothing else would be as real. You love more than anything.... I lay down my life again.-
I slept. I slept last night.
Dreams raging through my brain, things remembered that I wish could be forgotten. But I feel clear, and like things are less granular. I feel stable, like a little robotic thing. Beep beep boop I took the pill.
Will it kill what I like most about myself? Will I still sing and write and coax sounds out of my instuments? Hello Lovely, let's try this again.
-I wanted to because I feel, that nothing else would be as real. You love more than anything.... I lay down my life again.-
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